It’s one of those days.

Life has taken its toll on me. I cant believe that at this age (22), that I would be a single mother to such a handsome little boy named Ethan Jace. And although my life is on a hold.. I’m blessed, & I wouldn’t change a thing. I fought the toughest battle. So no matter what obstacle I run into I know I’ll get through it. I’m stronger now. I’m happy at where I’m at. I wish I can say I’ve moved on and forgot about the past but somehow my heart still beats for him. Sometimes I wish things didn’t end the way it did, but things happen for a reason. I’m just now looking forward to getting life back on track. I cannot wait to hear EJAY say “mommy”. I can’t wait to see him walk & run to give me hugs + kisses. Ah, life and its wonders.

I don’t know where we went wrong. How we ended up with so much anger for each other that my son is going to grow up without a father. How for our mistakes, you took away the right of my son to be with you. I dont get why he has to suffer when he’s not involved in any issues we have with each other. And my heart shatters because my son won’t experience the benefit of a family as a whole.

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taterap:

“After all of the things that we’ve been through I got you…Look what you’ve done…”


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